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Showing posts with label integrity. Show all posts
Showing posts with label integrity. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

ny favorite star trek character

Someone asked me at church the other day who my favorite Star Trek character is. I replied Worf.

They were surprised and asked why. Most people would choose one of the main characters, I suppose. Spock is always a favorite, as is Kirk.

But Worf is my favorite character. He is a person out of his element, raised by human parents who were gentle souls, the son of a disgraced warrior, yet maintains his central ethic. He is a warrior. He even drinks prune juice and considers it a warrior's drink. He is a stronger Klingon than any other because he has thought about it and chosen to be so.

This is a powerful trait, to be what you are meant to be even though you are out of pocket. In life, you choose who you are. Your environment plays a large part but it really comes down to what you want to be.

When I was younger, the song “Born to be Wild” always bothered me. It touched a chord inside me that was hard to overcome. In fact, there was a period of time when I almost gave in to it, which would have ruined my life. I think on several levels, I was born to be wild.

But – and there is the rub, as Shakespeare said – I was saved to be his.

When I was younger, people saw in me the capacity to do something strange or rebellious. I am not sure why, but it came up more than once. Even though I was a minister of the gospel, people said on many occasions, “You sure don’t look like a minister,” That pleased me on some level, foolish at that was.

It took a couple of hard knocks to make me realize that the desire to be wild was wrong. And I chose the better way – that of God and his way.

Worf was from an alien background, raised in, what was to him, another alien background and served in yet a third. Yet he maintained his central integrity: he was Klingon. He understood the other, but chose his direction.

I can understand who people can be certain ways, but I choose not to be that way. I choose to be a child of God and to serve him. Back in my youth I always said, no one can make me kneel, but I choose to kneel to

God. After all, he is King.

I don’t say that much anymore. It was a bit confrontational and arrogant. But I still believe it.