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Showing posts with label past. Show all posts
Showing posts with label past. Show all posts

Saturday, January 28, 2012

recovering the pastre

Once I was young, and now I am old. (Psalm 37:25)
1969 is 43 years ago. And I forget that because it was my life and I remember it.

But it came to mind when I was looking at something related to the Monkees. I got to thinking about them so I went to Wikipedia to see if they had anything interesting on them. And they did.

I read that Peter Tork was the first to get tired of the Monkees format and bought the four remaining years of his contract out. Mike Nesmith went next.

Their problem? Lack of any say in their music and the fact that all they could see for the next four years was more of the same: silly Monkees dancing around.

But as I read, it dawned on me that I was reading about music history. This was music history as surely as Mozart was music history.

Now the Monkees and Mozart were not necessarily equivalent, but they were both in the past and will not come up again like they did. There will be and have been imitations of both the Monkees and Mozart, but the Monkees and Mozart are gone now. The three guys that perform as the Monkees look like old versions of themselves and, quite frankly, a little pathetic.

Not long ago I read two things that really struck me. One was a young man bitterly complaining about the “cultural death grip” the boomer generation had on music. He wanted new stuff, although I cannot see what could possibly replace it from the music around today.

I am a music lover who will listen to any kind of music, at least for a few times. But there is nothing out there that they will play in grocery stores in fifty years like they play oldies now. There will be no stations dedicated to millennium music like there are to classic rock and roll.

So when the “cultural death grip” stops, so will a lot of musical quality.

I realize I say that like an older adult, like they did during our youth. But the thing was, there was a great volume of good music behind us also. 1920’s ragtime, 1930’s big band, 1940’s swing, 1950’s seminal rock and roll – it all stood behind us as good music and I still listen to it, as do many, today.

But somewhere in the early 1990’s music took a turn for the worst. The musicians and the music both became ugly.

Now I know that none of the rockers I listen to were angels, but even so, there is an ugliness to music today that seems to be purposeful. It is as if the musicians and the audience to which they play were nihilistic to the extreme.

It is no wonder so many kids are angry that music has turned from the 60’s. It is amazing at the amount of kids I see and read that want it to be the way it was then, sometimes thirty years before they were born. With all of its attendant problems, there was a sweetness and an innocence then that is gone today.

The second thing I read was in a novel. A character died, and the main character said: “And he was as dead as Napoleon.” The man had just that second died, but as far as his life went, he was in the same boat as Napoleon, Caesar, Moses, Adam. Once you die, you die.

And the same goes with history. Once it is gone, it is history. All the things I did as a young man are all in history books. The music I listened to, the clothing I wore, the food I ate.

There are whole webpages devoted to chronicling the 1960’s and 1970’s, harking back to it as a golden era. I agree, but that is because it is my golden era.

But we cannot go back to it. All we can do is press forward. As the apostle Paul said, in Philippians 3:13-14: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us.

We cannot go back, no matter how badly we want to. We cannot recover our youth, we cannot recover the culture we had, we cannot recover the music. And when we try, we look like a bunch of goofy old men trying to pretend that we are a 1960’s young, vibrant, beloved rock group.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

daily java

Daily Java:
I don’t mean to say that I have already achieved these things or that I have already reached perfection. But I press on to possess that perfection for which Christ Jesus first possessed me. 13 No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it, but I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, 14 I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us.
(Philippians 3:12-14)The greatest saint that ever lived and the greatest sinner that ever plagued this earth have one thing in common. All of the things they have done, good or bad, are in the past.

The apostle Paul knew this. In this passage, in the section right before it, he wrote about all his accomplishments in his former life before Jesus. Then he says: I once thought these things were valuable, but now I consider them worthless because of what Christ has done (3:7).

They were all past, gone, of no use now in determining anything. They were in the past.

No matter how good you were, nor how bad you were, it is all in the past.

It is easy to get caught up in fearing that you have done too much for God to ever love you. It is also easy to get caught up in all the things you have done and how nothing you are doing now seems of any use to God.

Both are traps that God has not set. He says in 2 Corinthians 6:2: For God says, “At just the right time, I heard you. On the day of salvation, I helped you.” Indeed, the “right time” is now. Today is the day of salvation. Right now is the time that matters.

You have to put aside all the things, good or bad, that you have done. You have to realize that no matter what great things you have done or what bad things you have done, God looks at you today, right now.

Past failure and past success can rob you of a present life. And dwelling in the past can take away your future. You get to thinking about how good it was in the past or how much better things were. Paul says to put it all aside. Right now, in God’s sight, is what matters.

That isn’t to say God does not look at your good deeds and the pattern of good things you have done (2 Timothy 1:13). He does. But just that pattern will not bring you to his presence.

To do good things and then do nothing thinking that you have it all under control is as worthless as having done bad things and thinking your life is ruined to God. Both are in the past.

And you have to put the past aside. You have to forget the past and look forward to what lies ahead.

Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever (Hebrews 13:8). But we serve him today, not yesterday. And we will serve him tomorrow, no matter what we have done yesterday.