java soaked theological philosophy and associated blather from a spiritual nomad

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I am a man with a great love for my Lord, the church and her members, and for coffee, strong and black.
I also have a great love for writing.
Everything I say here is my own opinion. Why in the world would I hold someone else's opinion?

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Monday, July 2, 2012

daily java

Daily Java:
So Paul went to the Temple the next day with the other men. They had already started the purification ritual, so he publicly announced the date when their vows would end and sacrifices would be offered for each of them. The seven days were almost ended when some Jews from the province of Asia saw Paul in the Temple and roused a mob against him. They grabbed him, yelling, “Men of Israel, help us! This is the man who preaches against our people everywhere and tells everybody to disobey the Jewish laws. He speaks against the Temple—and even defiles this holy place by bringing in Gentiles.”   (For earlier that day they had seen him in the city with Trophimus, a Gentile from Ephesus, and they assumed Paul had taken him into the Temple.) (Acts 21:26-29)
I believe that the apostle Paul had changed so much that when people saw him, they thought he was a Gentile.

Sooner or later, you start resembling those you hang around with. The apostle Paul had been hanging around with non-Jews for a long time by this time. He had probably adopted Gentile dress and customs, cut his hair like a Gentile, everything else.

When his old Jewish friends saw him, they could probably barely believe their eyes. Here was a man who was Jewish to the max. When they saw him last, he dressed traditionally, he kept the dietary laws, the rituals, all of the Jewish stuff that was so important to these people.

But the problem was, God had changed the system. No longer were the Jews to keep all these old laws. In fact, in Acts 10 he had told Peter that he was not to consider unclean that which God had created. That was just before he sent Peter to preach to a Gentile. Peter could hardly believe it. Gentiles were filthy animals to Jews. Yet God had sent him into a Gentile’s house and told him to tell them of Jesus.

If it had been anybody but Peter, his actions would have been rejected. But Peter was one of the leader apostles, if not the main man. They called  him on the carpet in Acts 11, but he told them too bad. God told him to do it. So they had to agree.

But even though they agreed, even though they knew it was what God wanted, like good Jews, they didn’t want it. They agreed that the Gentiles could do what they did and the Jewish Christians would live like they always had.

When Paul went native, adopting customs of people that were alien to the Jews, they rebelled against him. The Jerusalem leaders of the church tried to defuse the situation by having Paul perform a temple ritual vow. But it backfired. Paul just looked so different that the Jews grabbed him and began to beat him. They were much in their response as Muslims are today in theirs to perceived apostasy.

He was in Jerusalem, he looked like a Gentile, he had a Gentile with him, he was in the temple – many of them assumed that he was that Gentile. He just looked so different.

Once you leave a culture and become immersed in another, you look different. It doesn’t matter what the culture is.

When we were in Germany in the army, we tried a lot to look like Germans. We hated standing out like American idiots. There is nothing wrong with being American, of course. It is still the best country in the world. but again there no reason to stand out like a sore thumb like so many American GI’s did.

For Paul there was no going back. He went ahead and cooperated with the Jerusalem church elders and did the purification vow. But it backfired. He had come too far to go back. Now he had to go forward, whatever else happened.

Of course, there is a parallel to my life. What do I do? I have come so far in my evolution of belief that, whether I want it or not, there may be no going back. I may never get to minister to the people I love.

I have moved so far that I scare everybody. I scare Pentecostals and I scare non-Pentecostals. I do not seem to have any denomination that I can go to now. I am alone.

I know that sounds melodramatic, but it seems to be true. Paul was alone in his beliefs too, but God was using him. I know God is using me in my situation – I do a lot for Firm Foundation – but at the same time, we are flat broke, living on the paltry amount Ella gets each month.

For Firm Foundation I play in the praise band, video the services and record the events, post them on our page, I preach occasionally, I teach Sunday night class, I am the Firm Foundation jail minister, I write articles for about everything, I am the proof reader for the stuff the pastor  wants to put out, we are the hospitality ministry of the church. I do so much, in fact more than I was allowed to do in my last pastoring position.

Yet I am without any kind of financial remuneration. I am also without a church that is mine. If I were doing something that also supported me in the ministry, it would be great, although I still like to preach. I need my own church, or at least my own ministry, rather than being an appendage of someone else’s.

A lot of parallels. And kind of interesting coming on the day after my three day fast.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

daily java

Daily Java:   
Don’t waste what is holy on people who are unholy. Don’t throw your pearls to pigs! They will trample the pearls, then turn and attack you. (Matthew 7:6)
Someone once said, don’t open a brothel with a prayer.

There are some things you cannot sanctify, no matter how much you want to. There are some things that God will not bless. Things may turn out all right with them, but it will not be the blessings of God that cause it to do so, it will just be chance.

There are some people that you cannot talk to. They will not listen. And not only will they not listen, they will ridicule to the point that it becomes counter-productive to even try to talk to them.

Jesus knew this. There were a couple of instances when he knew that there was no point in even speaking. One was with Herod at his “trial.” Herod wanted nothing more than a miracle. He wanted to see something that Jesus had done for everybody else. It is not that he would believe, but that he would be entertained.

It infuriated him finally that Jesus would not even speak to him. For one thing, Jesus had nothing to say to Herod. He knew things were going to go the way they were going to go no matter what kind of miracle he did anyway. So what was the point? To give in to Herod was to debase the power God had given Jesus and turn it in into entertainment.

That is one reason Hollywood cannot understand the power of God. They see it as purely superficial with none of the reality behind it. That is also why movies about Jesus and about Christianity are always foolish. The things God said are the pearls, Hollywood is the swine. They cannot understand it.

And, of course, since they cannot understand it, they make fun of it, ridicule it. In such an atmosphere, a Christian has difficulty doing anything, just as Jesus did. It is pointless. You are throwing something great and valuable to dogs for them to play with, something wonderful to pigs for them to eat.

That isn’t to say that we do not preach the gospel unless people are begging us to. But there are times when it is worthless to try.

In those instances all we can do is to live our lives in such a way that people can see who and what we are. Our lives have to be our words.